Getting back into running races after an 8 month break
since the Myrtle Beach Marathon was harder than I thought. Surely the fact that
I’d been run training and racing triathlons would give me some benefit, and one
or two short races would get me back into form before next weekend’s half
marathon in Annapolis.
So much for that theory. Turns out that I’d lost my feel
for starting out running, as opposed to racing the run as the final portion of
a multi-hour event, and this showed – badly – this fall. In summary:
October 13: 8k race in Arlington. Goal was sub-8 pace, finished
in 40:31 and averaged 8:08 pace with Mile 4 registering an 8:56. Fail.
Yes, I realize that my fastest mile and slowest mile were
90 seconds apart. Yes, I realize how bad that is. Yes, I did a marathon with
less than 30 seconds between my fastest and slowest mile. Yes, an 8k is less
than 20% of a marathon. Yes, yes, yes. A bad race.
November 3: 8k race in downtown DC. Goal was to race
better than I had 3 weeks earlier to boost my confidence for the Annapolis
Half. Finished 40 seconds *slower* in a 41:12 with mile 4 clocking in at 8:37 –
the slowest mile again.
Sure, there was just under a minute of difference between
the fastest and slowest mile this time, but I still DIED. And went home
considering dropping out of the half entirely.
Instead, I looked for a last-ditch effort to put in a
solid race. And found a 10k.
November 10: 10k race at Hains Point in DC. Goal was to “not
have a terrible race,” and I told absolutely nobody – not my coach, not my
running friends, not even my boyfriend – that I was racing in case it went bad
YET AGAIN. Finished in 49:30 to break 50 minutes, which was a goal I’d had in
mind since last fall, and paced fairly evenly.
So what was the difference?
The most obvious answer is sharper race form, due to a
variety of factors. Such as: experience actually racing something shorter than
an hour, having more time to come back from my 3 week break in September, and adjustment
to more running mileage this fall.
It’s more than that, though. Much of it was in the
approach to the race.
As an endurance junkie (hello, my half marathon PR is
actually from the second half of a marathon and I have a problem), I have a tendency
to start out runs slow and get faster as I warm up and get into a rhythm. This
is fine for long training runs, progression runs, and even tempo runs. But a 5k
race? A 10k? If it takes you 20 minutes to get going, you just missed the entire
race. Knowing this, I take shorter races out so that they feel hard, but I
think I overshot this in the two 8ks I did. After that, I inevitably started
slowing down, and then wasted a lot of energy as my form fell apart while I was
trying to speed back up. That left me in miserable condition, willing myself to
at least jog rather than stop entirely. Witness: the mile 4 splits in both
races.
So for the 10k, rather than trying to take the first mile
out “hard,” I took it out “strong.” This may just sound like semantics, but it
worked in my little brain, so let’s go with it. I think I repeated the phrase “strong
and controlled” to myself about 800 times during the race. This got me a solid,
but not aggressively speedy, first mile of 7:44. After that, the idea was that
rather than flailing to get as fast as I could, I maintained my posture and
focused on my form when I started to feel fatigue. Those focus points pulled me
back into a good rhythm and steady speed, and netted me two more sub-8 miles
(7:49-7:51).
I won’t lie, the last half hurt, but it was manageable
when I focused on staying strong and maintaining my form rather than mentally giving
up as I just barely crossed over into the 8s for my pace (8:00-8:02-8:03). I
think this was the real key – in the 8ks, as I saw myself slow down, I tried to
encourage myself by telling myself I could do better…but then quickly spiraled
down into thoughts of “You think you can do a 1:45 half marathon? You think you
can chase a big time goal in a half ironman? But you can’t even go sub-8 for a
short little road race?”
Oddly enough, these thoughts don’t help. Shocking, I
know.
I discovered during the 10k that it was much better to
acknowledge the slightly slower split, accept it for what it was, and continue
to run as strong and fast as I could while staying in control of the race. With
that approach, I only slowed down a few seconds, rather than, say, a minute,
for the last couple of miles, and crossed the finish line pretty happy about
breaking 50 minutes with a fairly even-paced race.
While breaking 50 minutes was nice, the great thing I
came away with was a solid mental and physical approach for the half marathon
next weekend. I can take out it strong, sure, and probably should given my ability
to build into a longer run. But I don’t need to take it out hard, and I don’t
need to mentally chastise myself over any mile that comes up over my goal pace,
because wasting mental energy like that not only makes the race harder and
slower, but it makes it no fun at all.
And who needs that?
I feel like I'm the exact opposite (except generally slower, since I'm a slower runner). I have some pretty respectable 5K and 10K times, and even my half marathon suggests that I should be way faster than 5 hours in a marathon. But I'm not, so oh well.
ReplyDeleteI beat myself up after every bad mile last weekend and it was stupid and pointless so don't do that. But go kill it! Good luck.
I absolutely loathe anything shorter than a marathon, but sadly such races are a necessary evil. My pace is usually quite even during a marathon (barring any dead-leg incidents), but in half marathons it's all over the bloody place. 10Ks I'm not sure about - the last one I ran was actually quite consistent, but I run so few road 10Ks these days that it's difficult to tell. I never really feel warmed up until I've run at least 5 miles, preferably more.
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Congrats on the 10K! I do think that it's hard to switch between that long-slow-distance-type running (not that your marathon falls under the "slow" term!) and shorter races.
ReplyDeleteOne of these days, I'd like to attempt a new PR at the 5K distance, but that involves just way too much suffering!
Yes! I have been finding myself during races beating myself up when a particular mile is off pace but it really does nothing except start the negative thought spiral in my head. In today's race I consciously focused on NOT doing that and I think it helped. You CAN and WILL run fast next weekend.
ReplyDeleteI have the same endurance-junkie "start out slow and get faster as I warm up" problem, for sure, which is why I totally suck at short distance races (well, also because I'm slow generally.) Good luck at the marathon next weekend!
ReplyDeleteYet another reason to love running off the bike--you're already warmed up! Off the bike, I'm usually able to piece together an evenly paced run. During "open" road races or whatever, my MO is usually going out too fast and paying for it later. I'll learn one of these days.
ReplyDeleteI love the last paragraph of this post; words to live by. I am also an endurance junkie... I have negative split nearly every race I've ever done in my life. My age group swim coach would get ridiculously upset with me because I could not take a race out quick to save my life. The same trend seems to have transferred over to running/triathlons now that I've picked them up as well. Oops... at least I finish strong??
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